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Moms Demand Action, "If I Don't Make It, I Love You: Survivors in the Aftermath of School Shootings"

Moms Demand Action return to Big Blue Marble to host the editors of the new anthology If I Don’t Make It, I Love You: Survivors in the Aftermath of School Shootings.



A harrowing collection of sixty narratives—covering over fifty years of shootings in America—written by those most directly affected by school shootings: the survivors.

“If I Don’t Make It, I Love You,” a text sent from inside a war zone. A text meant for Stacy Crescitelli, whose 15-year-old daughter, Sarah, was hiding in a closet fearing for her life in Parkland, Florida, in February of 2018, while a gunman sprayed her school with bullets, killing her friends, teachers, and coaches. This scene has become too familiar. We see the images, the children with trauma on their faces leaving their school in ropes, connected to one another with hands on shoulders, shaking, crying, and screaming. We mourn the dead. We bury children. We demand change. But we are met with inaction. So, we move forward, sadder and more jaded. But what about those who cannot move on?

These are their stories.

If I Don’t Make It, I Love You collects more than sixty narratives from school shooting survivors, family members, and community leaders covering fifty years of shootings in America, from the 1966 UT-Austin Tower shooting through May 2018’s Santa Fe shooting.

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Earlier Event: November 10
Nikki Harmon, "Neither Here Nor There"
Later Event: November 16
Nathaniel Popkin, "The Year of Return"